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Oct. 25th, 2005

05:53 pm

im in love with the bestestest guy ever his name is david john allmon.. although we have forever to go on us but still we are meant to be ... forever ... i love u babe.. last night was magical even if i only saw u for like an hour... i love u soo much and im here always and forever!!!!!! muah SAMANTHA ANN PATE IS THE AWESOMEST PERSON EVEN AND IF HAVE SOMETHIN TO SAY BOUT THAT FUCK U DUDE SHES WAY TO COOL TO KNOW ANYONE WHO HATES HEER!!! LOVE YA BAYBAY

Well i love u meathead... <33 ur maeatwad

<33 always


Current Mood: lovedilove u david

Oct. 12th, 2005

06:39 pm

long time no update.... i miss my samantha ann pate... she is the best friend a girl could ever have besides brenna and dani... sam brenna and dani are all there for me an di llo0ve them sam the most though... your the absolute bestest!!!! we need to hang out like soon got that... ill up date more later when i have time love u sam

Aug. 18th, 2005

03:21 pm

Samantha dollface, i loves ya and ill make u a better enttry when i get some sleep but fer now i* love u always*

Current Mood: touchedtouched

Jul. 7th, 2005

03:45 pm - READ *n* ADORE

these poems were written from the heart so let these true stories take to their mark...


*-*Suicide’s Prayer*-*


Now I lay me down to sleep,
The way I did this will make you creep!
Kneeled down by my side

Our 2 worlds will soon collide


The only way I’d feel at rest,

Is if you put me to my death

Point the gun at my head

I want to pull that trigger,

Soon ill be dead


There I see, you sit at my bedside

Waiting, hoping that I’d arise.

So here I lay all cold and pale,

I want this to be the end of my horrifying tale.



*-*Fallen for Pain*-*


Fallen for you, only a mere child,

No sense of emotion but a feel for PAIN

 You say you love me but words,

So cold come running up to my face!



Fucking Loser was my name

So from now on I put all my scars to FAME


My armd are pinned down to my side

All I can hear is screaming inside

My head has fallen to pieces as I die


But today I finally found myself,

I found myself, and RAN AWAY!!

To find that happy place inside that moon lit sky

Now leave me alone while I

Watch you cry!



Current Mood: depressedfuck it

Jun. 14th, 2005

06:38 am

How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name <input ... >
...believe in true love? <select ... ><option ... >yes<option ... >no<option ... >I wish I did<option ... >I wish I didn't<option ... >most definitely<option ... >not until someone proved it to me</option></select>
Your hands say With me, you'll never be lost.
Your eyes say I'm so lucky.
Your hugs say This is where you are meant to be.
Your kisses say I almost can't believe you love me.
Your body says I just want to hold you.
Your heart says Je t'aime.
<input ... >
Quiz created with MemeGen!



Current Mood: hyperfor 639 in the morning yes!!!

May. 22nd, 2005

05:25 pm

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Current Mood: depresseddepressed

May. 15th, 2005

07:31 pm - how do i get that lonely???

I love him SOCollapse )

i dno how i get so down sometimes but i wish it would stop.. i hate this soo much of how i have the most specialist nigt of my life last night then to today being soo down crakiny bitchy n crying every ten fucking minutes!!! i cant stand myself no more.. i have like no body here for me sept him... the one who doesnt care if im ready or not... i dc what u think of me nemore.. i love him soo much.. :-(



Well guys leave me some comments please i love u all





Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: mariah carey "We belong together"

May. 5th, 2005

06:41 pm - come on boo gimmie kiss!!!! DAVID ILOVE U

 Hay i finally did it!!! SKORREEEE well if u guys can Correctly guess who is Jessica and who is Heather ill give u ssomething!! WEll david since ur at work ill give u a shout out cuz i misss u!!! I LOVE U and i wanna go to the zoo lol... well baby i love u


and ill give u a cookie if u give me a dollar!!!


Take this n do it please answer honestly i love y'all

Answer the following questions in full detail and truthfully please for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet? (full story please)

4. How have i affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9.Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Physically, what stands out?

13. Emotionally, what stands out?

14. Do you want to have sex with me?

15. Have you ever wanted to go out with me? (if so when?)

16. Do you want to go out with me?

17. On a scale of 1-10 how hot am I?

18. What do you like about me?

19. What do you dislike about me?

20. Give me a nickname and explan why you picked it

21. Am I loveable?

22. Do i have a nice ass?

23. Do i have nice boobs?

24. How long have you known me?

25. Describe me in one word

26. What was your first impression?

27. Do you still think that way about me now?

28. What do you think my weakness is?

29. Do you think ill get married?

30. What makes me happy?

31. What makes me sad?

32. What reminds you of me?

33. If you could give me anything what would it be?

34. How well do you know me?

35. When's the last time you saw me?

36. Do you think you'll ever see me again?

37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldnt? (If so what?)

38. Do you think i could kill someone?

39. Do you think i could commit suicide?

40. Do you like me? if so how much 1-100% 1=lowest 100=highest

41. Do you think i could ever slit my wrists? or hurt myself? if so why?

42. How would you help me if i was doing things to hurt myself and you knew about it and seen the marks?

<33 jennie

Current Mood: productiveproductive
Current Music: I CAN FLY

Apr. 25th, 2005

08:06 pm - god bless my broken road

Im sitting here bored as hell... well yea jeremy gotta new girlfriend and i can vouge she is SOOOOOOOOOO pretty... Jeremy good luck with her... i had seen her once b4 at one of his last ROTC comps.... shes nice and once again very pretty so guys good luck.... and i had a CT scan thingy today adn i didnt like the shit i had to drink it tore my stomach to pieces and TASTED LIKE SHIT!!!!!!! well yea got that done and hopefully i can get some answers outta this shit cuz ive had 3 ovarian cysts since September.... and they keep increasing in size... this ones huge then i have a small spot (2.2cm) on my pancreous.... so yea i wanna know whats going on... well Jer,bro i know we dont gettalong real well but i love ya!!! ur awesome good luck w/kristen....

well im out guys david i love u sooo much muah


<33 always

Current Mood: nauseatedshit... i dnt feel well
Current Music: rascal flats' god bless the broken road

Apr. 5th, 2005

12:35 pm

My Cute lil selfCollapse )

Current Mood: amusedhahahhaha OWWW WI T HURTS
Current Music: moving men

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